Jamie, I am so sorry! It was a hard decision to begin with and then a great deal of planning went into it to make it 'yours'. That just stinks! Are you still in contact with a builder---the lady that built the house and others we liked, I'm assuming? Are you still thinking about building on the acreage with the barn? Geez Louise! It will all be ok---really. You'll just have to come up with another answer to this puzzle. In the meantime, pack up that vehicle and send them out. Jerome can be a great set of eyes and ears for you---send that camera with him! Hang in there. Love you all, Jeanie