I swear Jamie you can always make me smile! You are such a mess! I hate all the stuff with your house! That's just insane. Hey, at least you'll still have your barn, pond AND the house you want. You can do it! You're just crazy enough to pull this off! It sucks that you don't get reimbursed for the $1000. They should at least split it with you because it wasn't you that let the thing fall through! Geez!

DHS called me today and I didn't answer. Ain't talking to her again. Beth then called me and said they needed ONE MORE THING! Supposedly this is the LAST thing they need. If you believe that you're nuts! Anyway, they wanted me to transfer 1/2 of their AARP payment out of their joint acct and put it into Dad's Trust acct and send proof of me doing that. I did. I owe Donna Hankins something when this is all over. She has been a blessing to me. So cheerful and so willing to help me. I guess now we just wait for the ruling. Nothing else to do there. We'll fight that battle when we get it if need be. Maybe it will be fine, but I'm not counting on it.

As for Annie, it's just going to take me some time. I still can't really talk about her without crying. I am SO glad we buried her in our yard. It really does offer me some comfort seeing her grave. The funny thing is I had this big piece of granite that was a sample. It's a perfectly cut rectangle. Well, we put that on top of her grave and it looks like a foot stone. I can see it from all the windows across the back. I guess that's weird, but it makes me feel like she's not so far away.

Today is Dylan's birthday. She's 7! She's a precious little girl! Love you all, Jeanie