Jeanie sorry today was so hard on you but you have done amazing things in dealing with Mom and Dad. I seriously mean that I think you're amazing! You've done so many things that I mentally could never have done and it's perfectly ok for you to have hard times with it all!! I don't know why you haven't totally lost it!! Or maybe you have and I'm so far gone I didn't notice!!lol It's just a horrible situation in the state of their health but that's obviously what you get when you're lucky enough to have them as long as we have! It's sad for sure!! I certainly don't want to lose them though and that's the only choice we get that they live like they are or we lose them! I say to keep them as long as we can and that's what we're doin! We wont ever have to look back and do the woulda coulda shoulda things!! We just continue on the path and know that it will all work out the it's meant to. Love to all, Judy