One more thing that I thought of that I wanted to say was that it was almost as if Mother didn't really want us even talking to her yesterday. I could say something and she would just look down with her eyes closed, her lips pursed and shake her head. She didn't want you to touch her either it seemed. That very small "window of normalcy" that she had yesterday was perhaps the last "normalcy" of her that I will get to see because I can't go back up till after the 4th of July. Brittney leaves Wed with the boys, I have a doctor appt on Thursday, work on Friday and I'm watching Bryan's (Leisa's guy) dogs till they get back from San Antonio to visit his sister on Tuesday. I'm truly going to be afraid to go back too because I'm not sure my heart could take another day like yesterday!~ Mother's words can cut to your core whether they were intended for you or not! I thought today she could have been "Granny" talking to her about doing something to Marie. Mother always told me that Granny was mean to her at times because Marie is such an angel in Granny's eyes and Mother was always to blame. I just don't want that "mother of yesterday" to be the Mother in my head if something were to happen to her before I see another "spark". Hopefully this makes sense to whoever is reading this. Consider it my "ramblings". LOL Love to all, Judy