Jeanie and I went to see Mom and Dad today and it was NOT a good visit for me because this was the first time that Mom didn't say my name. She called me Precious and told me that she loved me but it was almost like she could have been talking to any of us and not really me if that makes sense. Needless to say I cried a LOT after I left. It's just that to me she is drifting further and further into her own little world and rapidly. She did drink coffee and ate a cookie that I got her and was pleasant to everyone. Well she did get a little hacked at Jeanie and I a couple of different times but nothing major. She asked Jeanie if her Dad was dead and Jeanie said NO he was sitting right there behind her!LOL She asked Jeanie and I if we were friends and I said yes and we're sisters. She said "Really??" I didn't know that. I turned to Jeanie and asked her which one of us did she think was her child?LOL Daddy didn't really say a lot that made much sense either other than to tell Jeanie and I to be careful driving back and forth. He said that it was a really nice Motel there and then he told Jeanie that it cost $100 a night??NO clue about that. He even said something about the Razorbacks which he hates!LOL Mom has lost another pound or so and she either weighs 102 or 103--not sure which. Dad had actually gained a couple of pounds. The weird thing to me is that it doesn't seem to really matter to either of them if we come or not and almost like we're always there! I know it's good that they don't sit around wishing we would come or anything though so maybe that's a good thing. I personally always dreaded but yet knew it would happen that one day Mom wouldn't really know me and even though I think she knows "kind of sort of" that I'm familiar, it's just not me personally. This probably makes no sense to any of you but it's the best I can come up with today. Maybe my next visit will be better in a week or so. Brittney and the boys will be flying back to Alaska around the 30th of this month so it may be after that before I get back. Love to all, Judy