Jamie I hate all of that for you! I had the flu or what felt like it ( hit me on the way home right after the funeral) but started an antibiotic since it felt it was going to my chest and I'm almost over it all. Maybe it's time to go to,the doctor about it?? Stomach bug I didn't have nor do I want!!lol. I do know what you mean about not facing the whole thing but doing it in little bites has helped. I've had several meltdowns but try to get out of that deep hole ASAP! if you need to call to talk, just call! I've been in wedding mode since Christmas ended and once that's behind me, I'll probably be calling you!! Take care of yourself!! Dad is doing ok! Love to all, Judy