It is all very hard to deal with emotionally - both for Mother and Daddy.  I try not to think deeply about it most of the time because it's too sad.  I still think Mother is still there and it is sad when I realize she's not.
On a happier note, Baby Margaret should be arriving soon.  Molli went to the Dr. today and she is dilated to 2 and 75% effaced(?).  If she doesn't go in to labor before Wednesday she will be induced on that day (the 4th).  Her Dr. said that she would not be surprised if she does not deliver before then.  As soon as we get the word, we are heading to Texas for a week.  I'm very nervous about all this, but at the same time, very excited to see that baby's face.  Keep us in your prayers for a safe delivery and a healthy baby.  Love you, pat