As for me, I can go to Dallas anytime since I don't have much of a life!lol I'm game with whoever, whenever! I'm like you Jeanie in that I feel horrible not being there for her these past 9 months but yet at the same time when I knew Dean was dying, we just took everyday at a time and even though I didn't see a lot of anyone during that time, I certainly don't feel that any of you weren't there for me. I always, always felt connected to you all and knew you would any/all be there if I needed you. I think Ona probably feels that way too because she knows if she called us and said to come, we would have regardless of what ever else was going on. That's being a sister! I'm sorry about Macie and will say a prayer for all of you tomorrow because that has to be horrible to think about because when Brittney had her tubes in her ears when she was little I was worried to death because of her smallness. Macie will be fine and Maggie too will get over her illness. Luckily for me Logan is doing ok now and Brittney thinks he's past needing to go to the doctor. My ghostpains are gone--hallejuah!! I slept like a rock last night!lol Our weather says sunshine tomorrow and sun oir the rest of the week!!! yeahhhhhhh Love to all, Judy